♥ARINA; regrets.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Met up with Weijie and Wanting to do IT for Property Industry at Changi Airport. Wasn't too bad. Did quite abit i feel. After that, dinner @ popeyes, saw weijun. After dinner, Zara, weijie and i went to walk around t3. Super eggcited about those balls. they look so cute. Especially those balls that can be opened up. LOL. Bus-ed back to library after that. Then walked home tgt with Zara. She send me home halfway. Haha!

When i got home, i saw the assignment sheet for IT for property industry. Wahpiang, totally sian diao. So many things to do loh! So yeah, as usual, when chiong work, never sleep. So, imma zombie today:D *bite*Still got abit left to touch up. I needa job. I need moneh~

BOOO!

I think i miss you?

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Today is a okay day bah. Arina is abnormal. Cause i came home early today. hahah! Was supposed to meet weijie and go do IT for property industry. However, Weijie had no mood. So, in the end didnt go out and do. Stone-d at home. Finally can continue watching my SanGuo. After that, Jason and jiejie came to fetch me, went suntec. Thought got IT fair. End up don't have. Walked about. Anime Festival Asia was there, wanted to go in, but need pay. Sua. Went walking around, winston came, and headed down to Sim Lim. Was complaining to jiejie about certain stuff. Okay, think sometimes i really gotta be selfish. Ohwell:S After dinner, drove around everywhere, then at changi, then home:D

I'm a good girl. Just admit it!

Sometimes, idk what am i thinking man. I know i got lotsa things to do. But, im the sort of people who, no mood only, everything don't want to do. Can't seem to pioritise things that are more important. Homework stacking up. And, honestly, i don't really want to care. ECTP, D&D, IT for property Industry, Law, but im still thinking of it at the back of my mind. So much to do, so little time, so no mood. no motivation to even start-.- Just wish can throw everything one side. Sian. I should seriously think through what are the things that i need to do man. Crap, this feeling sucks. Sian.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

"Secretly loving someone is the best thing that could hurt the most."

"In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."

Sometimes, i think that FB love quotes is so spot on. I think god mode on. The above 2 quotes are from FB. Hah.
Anyway, i'm totally annoyed by my laptop screen that keeps flickering and jumping. Called HP, parts not here yet=.=

And, adam and yuhang who bought their lappies at the same time as mine, they did not pay extra, but also got 3 years warranty. I was searching in my email for my repair case number. Then search 'HP' , then, there was this email that states that i have 3 years warranty also. But, when i open HP Total Care Advisor, mine also states got 1 year, I went to see Adam's, he got 3 year. Okay, total bullshit. Gonna go home and find the stupid order form. Stupid x infinite. Irritated ttm. I mean, i don't wanna pay additional $200 over dollars for it man.

I am in a bad mood, no idea why. mood swing bah=.= Just wanna stone around now. Had to carry so many things to school today. Feel kinda irritated now.

I guess it still hurts afterall. It ain't easy.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

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Yeah, i'm letting go. I know this is gonna be an emo post. Honestly, I feel like i have so much on my chest, that i got nothing to say at all. You know, how it feels like. To wanna cry, the shoulder is there. But, you just can't cry. Too much to say, too much to cry for. It's like, everything dying to come out. Yet, nowhere to start from.

I was in a very good mood throughout the whole day. Then, while walking Zara home, we talked about this thing that i've been feeling for quite a while. Then, when i'm home hyper-ing away on the computer, he told me this news. I was on the phone with jiejie at that time.
My heart sank. Entirely. To the bottomless pit. I saw it coming. I knew something was going on. I expected it. I was supposed to be prepared. I thought i was. But when it came, it felt like as though it was a total new unexpected thing. I was so speechless. IDK what to feel man. Seriously.

this is the 2nd time le. 2nd time i'm doing this. The both of them are so alike. Yet, i had to do this for both. Sorry if i hurt anyone due to the decision i made. You might hate me, you might feel angry. But, one day you will understand why le. I hope he treats and cherish you well. Best wishes:D

Jiewei! Don't sad okay! I sayang you! *sayang sayang* I buy blue bottle milk tea for you! I know you're acting strong! Hello, i know you 5 years le man! What you thinking i don't know meh? It's hurting you so badly. So stop trying to fake smile and act like it isn't even affecting you. lurff euu noobpiesxsxsxs.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Damn nice! WATCH!

WATCH TAEYANG - WEDDING DRESS OKAY!
I PUT THE VIDEO TMR!
INSTANT FELL IN LOVE WITH IT WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT!
IN LOVE!♥

okay, blog later. Or tmr during IT for property industry. Gotta chiong Law tutorial>.<

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Went to meet the usuals just now. ChompChomp-ed for dinner, mango dessert for dessert. Bus-ed back Tampines. Bumped into Clarence, JieWei, YiYan's pri school friend. 81 back Tampines Mall. Watch Paranormal Activity. Not advisable to watch. Kinda waste of money leh. Towards the end was nice though.

Walked from TM to 201 prata. Go there drink and slack nia. While walking there, they keep saying i will become like that girl. Wth? Cause i like to bite people mah=.=

Home after that, Chatted for quite awhile with my ShanShan! Lovelove!

It sucks to be unaware of what went on.
It sucks to know that i won't be let into your world.
It sucks to know that, i'm just NOBODY to you.
NOBODY at all.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

TaoBao items arrived already. Was busy sorting out stuffs for the pass few days. gonna go out with the peeps later to celebrate BaoShan's birthday( her actual birthday was yesterday^.^ ).

Am rather annoyed that we can't fix a good timing, good location to meet. So, quit asking this and that. BOOO!


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Hit counter code here	Monday, November 23, 2009 Met up with Weijie and Wanting to do IT for Property Industry at Changi Airport. Wasn't too bad. Did quite abit i feel. After that, dinner @ popeyes, saw weijun. After dinner, Zara, weijie and i went to walk around t3. Super eggcited about those balls. they look so cute. Especially those balls that can be opened up. LOL. Bus-ed back to library after that. Then walked home tgt with Zara. She send me home halfway. Haha! When i got home, i saw the assignment sheet for IT for property industry. Wahpiang, totally sian diao. So many things to do loh! So yeah, as usual, when chiong work, never sleep. So, imma zombie today:D biteStill got abit left to touch up. I needa job. I need moneh~ BOOO! I think i miss you? 10:11 AM · Saturday, November 21, 2009 Today is a okay day bah. Arina is abnormal. Cause i came home early today. hahah! Was supposed to meet weijie and go do IT for property industry. However, Weijie had no mood. So, in the end didnt go out and do. Stone-d at home. Finally can continue watching my SanGuo. After that, Jason and jiejie came to fetch me, went suntec. Thought got IT fair. End up don't have. Walked about. Anime Festival Asia was there, wanted to go in, but need pay. Sua. Went walking around, winston came, and headed down to Sim Lim. Was complaining to jiejie about certain stuff. Okay, think sometimes i really gotta be selfish. Ohwell:S After dinner, drove around everywhere, then at changi, then home:D I'm a good girl. Just admit it! Sometimes, idk what am i thinking man. I know i got lotsa things to do. But, im the sort of people who, no mood only, everything don't want to do. Can't seem to pioritise things that are more important. Homework stacking up. And, honestly, i don't really want to care. ECTP, D&D, IT for property Industry, Law, but im still thinking of it at the back of my mind. So much to do, so little time, so no mood. no motivation to even start-.- Just wish can throw everything one side. Sian. I should seriously think through what are the things that i need to do man. Crap, this feeling sucks. Sian. 10:10 PM · Thursday, November 19, 2009 "Secretly loving someone is the best thing that could hurt the most." "In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense." Sometimes, i think that FB love quotes is so spot on. I think god mode on. The above 2 quotes are from FB. Hah. Anyway, i'm totally annoyed by my laptop screen that keeps flickering and jumping. Called HP, parts not here yet=.= And, adam and yuhang who bought their lappies at the same time as mine, they did not pay extra, but also got 3 years warranty. I was searching in my email for my repair case number. Then search 'HP' , then, there was this email that states that i have 3 years warranty also. But, when i open HP Total Care Advisor, mine also states got 1 year, I went to see Adam's, he got 3 year. Okay, total bullshit. Gonna go home and find the stupid order form. Stupid x infinite. Irritated ttm. I mean, i don't wanna pay additional $200 over dollars for it man. 2:59 PM · I am in a bad mood, no idea why. mood swing bah=.= Just wanna stone around now. Had to carry so many things to school today. Feel kinda irritated now. I guess it still hurts afterall. It ain't easy. 11:08 AM · Wednesday, November 18, 2009 Yeah, i'm letting go. I know this is gonna be an emo post. Honestly, I feel like i have so much on my chest, that i got nothing to say at all. You know, how it feels like. To wanna cry, the shoulder is there. But, you just can't cry. Too much to say, too much to cry for. It's like, everything dying to come out. Yet, nowhere to start from. I was in a very good mood throughout the whole day. Then, while walking Zara home, we talked about this thing that i've been feeling for quite a while. Then, when i'm home hyper-ing away on the computer, he told me this news. I was on the phone with jiejie at that time. My heart sank. Entirely. To the bottomless pit. I saw it coming. I knew something was going on. I expected it. I was supposed to be prepared. I thought i was. But when it came, it felt like as though it was a total new unexpected thing. I was so speechless. IDK what to feel man. Seriously. this is the 2nd time le. 2nd time i'm doing this. The both of them are so alike. Yet, i had to do this for both. Sorry if i hurt anyone due to the decision i made. You might hate me, you might feel angry. But, one day you will understand why le. I hope he treats and cherish you well. Best wishes:D Jiewei! Don't sad okay! I sayang you! sayang sayang I buy blue bottle milk tea for you! I know you're acting strong! Hello, i know you 5 years le man! What you thinking i don't know meh? It's hurting you so badly. So stop trying to fake smile and act like it isn't even affecting you. lurff euu noobpiesxsxsxs. 1:00 AM · Monday, November 16, 2009 Damn nice! WATCH! 12:41 AM · WATCH TAEYANG - WEDDING DRESS OKAY! I PUT THE VIDEO TMR! INSTANT FELL IN LOVE WITH IT WHEN I FIRST HEARD IT! IN LOVE!♥ okay, blog later. Or tmr during IT for property industry. Gotta chiong Law tutorial>.< 12:28 AM · Sunday, November 15, 2009 Went to meet the usuals just now. ChompChomp-ed for dinner, mango dessert for dessert. Bus-ed back Tampines. Bumped into Clarence, JieWei, YiYan's pri school friend. 81 back Tampines Mall. Watch Paranormal Activity. Not advisable to watch. Kinda waste of money leh. Towards the end was nice though. Walked from TM to 201 prata. Go there drink and slack nia. While walking there, they keep saying i will become like that girl. Wth? Cause i like to bite people mah=.= Home after that, Chatted for quite awhile with my ShanShan! Lovelove! It sucks to be unaware of what went on. It sucks to know that i won't be let into your world. It sucks to know that, i'm just NOBODY to you. NOBODY at all. 4:16 AM · Saturday, November 14, 2009 TaoBao items arrived already. Was busy sorting out stuffs for the pass few days. gonna go out with the peeps later to celebrate BaoShan's birthday( her actual birthday was yesterday^.^ ). Am rather annoyed that we can't fix a good timing, good location to meet. So, quit asking this and that. BOOO! 1:49 PM ·